Sorry for the absence. Hope some of my followers are still around!
I try to tell my mom every time we talk that I love her. To some extent, my dad too, but he doesn’t take that shit lol. My sisters every time I see them. Right now, I feel like no-one loves me, because I haven’t even been hearing those words from anyone. Knowing you’re loved, and hearing some one say they love you, are miles apart. I haven’t heard that in a long time. I really miss it. I hope I can find someone who feels it for me. I have a lot of love dying to be given. To be honest, I have someone who I have a lot of love for, but I don’t think she’s interested in working on it again. I kind of wish she did, but at the same time I’m so reticent. I always wanted to marry my best friend… and there is someone who fits that bill, on top of the physical attraction et all and so forth. But that don’t matter.
What’s right never seems to matter in my life? All that matters is getting pushed to the edge of my emotions, and then seeing if the elastic pulls back to it’s original form.
WFT am I talking about? <3
Bahaha… watching Community and Troy just said the perfect thing after my last post.
“I wish my mouth was further away from my brain.”